It's not ending soon...

I've always had good luck. Extreme good luck. Even in bad situations, I always come out without a scratch. Normal things happen to me and I get sad, like when my cats or dogs or birds died, or car accidents, or breaking my hand, getting hurt, etc etc. But I've never had something horrible happen to me.

Today feels different. Last night my right ear started hurting, and my jaw, meaning I have an ear infection. I woke up at 3 am this morning, crying of the excruciating pain, like a child. I probably laid in bed crying and saying owwww for 30 minutes, before standing up and realizing no one is there to tend to me. I took painkillers, and saw my parents' bedroom light was on. I went outside (I live in a garden flat) and my mommy opened the gate for me, she heard the tears coming closer.

My dad put ear drops in my ears, and after watching my mom get dressed for work, I passed out in their bed. My dad eventually went to work, I didn't hear a thing, because my bad ear was deaf, and I was sleeping on my good ear. I woke up at 8, just to realize I can't go to the gym, and I had to be at work at 9:20. I also needed to go to the doctor, take a shower, and drive 25 minutes to work.

So, I phoned my second job employer, told her that I have an ear infection or something, I need to go to the doctor, and I do not know what time I can start work. She got angry. I basically sit with her 8 year old girl in the classroom and do speech and occupational therapy, her daughter has fits, and because of it, her muscle tone is terrible, she can not write. She told me to leave it, and that she would talk to me later.

I went to the doctor, I was done at 9:05, I sent the woman a text saying that I'm done, and she sent a text back, saying that she arranged someone else. I went home, and slept some more. I got replaced because I didn't have someone else's child as my first priority. At 13:00 I went to work for the dragon lady, I still need to quit. Oh, and I went to visit my high school friend, and her bf's family, they all work together.

I'm still angry. And now I feel even worse being sick and all, I need to go away.

I feel stupid. I have an infection, I lost my job, and I want to quit my other job. Blah blah blah.

I should go do something interesting.