What's Up

I recently discovered that if you want to know what's going on in a person's life, you should go through their phone... You get a pretty accurate idea of what's fictitious and what is reality.

To give an idea of what's up in my life, I have decided to share some of my secrets as no one has access to my phone, except for me.

Remember my ex? I do... I still see him too. Well, this is what happened after we broke up...

And then we kinda got back together or something, I'm not sure, all I know is I still have feelings for the lugnut, but I can't take him back because of hurt feelings and bad memories, which turned into this for him:

Well, that's my version, his was more morbid and mine was more comical.

And then my world turned into chaos. I'm just adding the pics with captions, it's another version of short and sweet:

Crying is not worth it.

According to Boondock Saints's Law, Cupid must die for doing horrible things to people.

I dusted myself off and started looking at my strenghts.

Basically what I realized...

I wanted to be Eden Sinclair again.

I wanted to be free as in Little Bird by Annie Lennox.

I wanted to calm down and become myself again.

Exactly!

 

LOL! It's funnier when you do it than just thinking about it...

I changed, I lost weight, and...

I stopped drinking.

Yup.

I did what I always say: "Cut your losses and move on".

I also cut myself off from some things.

And that's what happened, I got serious with myself.

I started thinking back...

Thought back a bit more... Ewwww!

And then started realizing exactly who I am. Get ready, I think I can be creepy...

I'm a shoot first ask questions later type of person.

I'm a daydreamer by heart.

I'm a premeditating bitch.

I really do think all men are addicted to porn.

I also like my sexuality.

I love romance and feeling sexy.

But I'm not really one for feelings, it doesn't work for me :(

I'm not as skinny as I would like to be, but I feel one hell of a lot better.

I still fantasize about a guy I have never met... But who wouldn't?

I still donate blood. Will be on donation 20 in 16 days.

I still take my happy pills. Paxil, Urbanol, and Tripeline.

And the pills make me high enough to burn with a baking tray and not feel a thing...

I edited my tattoo picture ;)

I'm working myself to death to be able to retire in 5 years.

I started biting my nails again because I'm so worried about everything ALL THE TIME!

Being stressed I don't always realize what I say to people and I tend to hurt people's feelings...

Maybe I should join the birds... But hey, it's for the birds :p

That's what I feel like sometimes. I don't care! And some people don't care about me...

But you soon realize who is there for you...

And who should just fuck off...

Well, that's not even half of it, but I think its enough...