First off, that chart I made didn't inspire me... I'm not doing what I said I would with the diet and exercise. And I got a job. I'm bar tending. Its fun.
R2 and I... Well, I don't know what's going on there. He held my hand last night, as I almost fell asleep. And I liked it. But I don't think I like him as much as he likes me.
One of my regulars touched and kissed me tonight, he's also a bit older. I don't think I like him either, but its nice knowing I'm datable.
I'm saving up money for my tattoo now. And I must say, I'm not doing bad as a bar tender. I'm also saving up for my road trip with my German friend. I can't wait to go tour through South Africa with her.
My assignments are also done. Thank god!
Good news lies in the future, the police are taking new recruits in January, for a
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year! I can't wait!!!Now I really need to get fit...
Life is funny. I'm doing the bar tending job because I can't sit at home anymore, its too boring. And I'm making more money than the other girls. But I'm not getting time to go to the gym. Things need to change.
On the darker side of life, my grandmother is dying. She's the last one I have left, but I don't think that I'll cry about her. After all, she's the one that caused my anxiety problems in the first place. I grew up with her, she used to lock me and my sister in the house saying that we were going to get killed and raped. Good times...
My mommy and daddy are flying to Australia this month, and I think R2 is going to come stay with me for a month, he got kicked out of his apartment... He feels really strongly about me, but I don't know... He's not my type, and he's a bit old, but a fling would be nice.
I wish life would have more time.
I really want to experience everything in life, except the drugs. Can't stand the drugs.
Good thing is, I look real pretty these days, I do my hair and make up each day before I go to work, and the guys seem to like it a lot.
Let me go sleep...
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